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Compared to Stefan, Olivers memories
of school are fuzzy. He can still recall the BSZ building.
After all, his second home is located directly next to it,
in the Sony skyscraper. Yet particular episodes are difficult
for him to remember. Despite this, Oliver seems to be the
ideal person to talk with in order to obtain some biographical
background for Grubingers second anamorphic work. After
all, his ambivalent relationship to BSZ is one reason why
he no longer "really remembers." In those days,
Oliver wasnt really interested in being part of the
crowd. Just like his friends he couldnt really identify
with the daily school routine.
During breaks, he regularly met with Mike and Tina behind
the school to smoke; often they hung around in the forbidden
patio, as protest. "We werent really made for each
other," he says for the record, in his slightly dramatic
manner, which reminds you of a movie script, "but fate
brought us together. We were like a secret club, a clandestine
ring. Between classes, we always hung around together and
talked about God and the world. Or did we really just talk
about school? Yes and no. You might say that the school and
its system of order were always starting points for particular,
repeated discussions. We criticized the teachers. Made fun
of them. But we were always trying to comprehend the school
system as part of the societal order. You know what I mean:
school, civil service, college, job. The path of life. Everything
pre-programmed. But my friends and I always talked about what
was going on outside of school, too." Around this time,
Tina had supposedly had several abortions - and during breaks,
they were always trying to think about other things. They
imagined a mysterious boss who gave them assignments that
led them to cities like Düsseldorf, Paris, and Vienna
(as "Charlies Angels", they were supposed
to gather information in various shopping centers). Looking
back, however, Oliver isnt sure if one particularly
memorable break from school routine actually took place. Or
if, under the influence of spending so much time watching
computer and TV screens, they simply imagined it...
As they often did, they crouched together on the ground and
smoked cigarettes, making casual remarks every once in a while.
The enigmatic building in front of them had a metallic sheen.
When they moved, they noticed that they could see their reflections.
It was actually an encounter
of the third kind, as Tina said later. The building
seemed like a UFO to them, a construction from a neighboring
planetary system. Amphibian-like, the vaulted roof bulged
up and merged smoothly into the outer façade. Suddenly
it seemed as if the building had no corners or edges
that it lay like a solid mass of quicksilver in the midday
sun. When they squinted, the contours appeared more distinctly,
only to disappear again in the next blink of an eye. In the
hot air, the reflections in the buildings surfaces overlapped
each other; the building seemed to noticeably dissolve, to
melt into a kind of malleable mass. While the three sat on
the ground, believing that the building was moving backward
into the distance, the fluid, matte, silver, sparkling air
appeared to be directly in front of them, so close they could
almost touch it. "My memory stops right there, just as
we started poking around in it with our fingers. I have no
idea how it ended."
However, in a probable case of overestimating himself, Oliver
has a very good memory of what he now calls his idea of forming
cliques: "In class, the talk was always about teamwork
and rhizomatic
group formation but we showed the others what that
really meant." Instead of dividing up into a few large
groups the usual street gangs students split
into many small groups that were constantly reforming and
dissolving. You could count their members on one hand. Often
the groups that had been formed in class hung together after
school. The group projects made that necessary anyway. Teams
frequently worked on their class projects in their free time,
since projects lasted for weeks and sometimes months. Some
teams started their own companies and are still together.
But for some people, the social pressure was too much. Oliver
today: "Of course, we survived."
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